DEAD HOUSE

'Do you know what emotion memory is? Imagine a large number of houses and a large number of rooms in them, and in them a countless number of cupboards and chests with many drawers, boxes, large and small, including a very tiny one with a bead in. It's easy to find the large and small boxes. But where is the sharp eye that can find the bead that fell on the floor this morning, glinted for a moment and then was gone forever?..' - Konstantin Stanislavski

I've been obsessed with the German artist/architech Gregor Schneider for years but recently got really into him again after reading the novel 'There Is No Year' by Blake Butler which deals with the same domestic horror.. the psyche turned into rooms within rooms, false walls, insulated crawlspaces.




As a boy, Schneider would bury himself alive in the grounds of his family house and see how long he could remain so, breathing through a straw.


TOTES HAUS U R

'Behind the inconspicuous facade of a two-story building on Unterheydener Straße 12 in Rheydt, Gregor Schneider transformed his life into an artwork. The artist, born in 1969, dedicated fifteen years to converting and reconstructing his parental home. During this long process of maturing, a structure entitled Haus ur developed. By the time the public became aware of this transformation, however, only dull construction sounds emanated from the belly of the house. Schneider hammered, laid bricks, knocked. Day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year.

On the quiet, people puzzled what might be happening there. When by the mid-1990s reports leaked out increasingly, Schneider had been working for about a decade. There were small and large rooms, crawl spaces, rooms that almost imperceptibly revolved, halls narrowed to claustrophobic proportions, closed windows behind windows, and sliding walls. Schneider created a new world, his world. For visitors the labyrinthine cosmos was above all: uncanny.'


- Kulturkenner.de






DIE FAMILIE SCHNEIDER

'Gregor Schneider has called himself a painter, for want of anything better to say. Images, however, are singularly absent from the family setup in Whitechapel. Where are the framed photographs of loved ones, keepsakes, kids' pictures and scribbles? For there is a child here, somewhere or other. I heard a baby crying, inconsolable and far away, when I went down to the basement - unless it was just the wind howling in the flue. There is another room down there, with unopened packs of kitchen towels, biscuits, lollipops, stacked like gifts or as if for a game. I've seen the safety gate at the top of the stairs, the baby's changing mat in the bedroom. And the terrifying sexual graffiti, spied through the keyhole, in the attic of number 14.

Why is there a landscape turned to the wall against the living room wainscot? And nail holes, and nails without pictures in the hall corridor wall? It is as though pictures are prohibited here. But the house - renovated, refurbished, restored and distressed to an exact pitch of wear and use and unwholesomeness - is, it turns out, full of forbidden images. In fact, the entire house is an image, a duplicated, living image of itself and its occupants, whose stairs we tramp, whose thresholds we cross or recoil from, whose basements we crawl about in - not once, but twice.'


- Guardian.co.uk


Blood Lines




Channel 4 screened a beautifully directed documentary by the photographer Leo Maguire called 'Gypsy Blood' the other night. It follows a tight-knit gypsy community with a strong family tradition of bare-knuckle boxing over a couple of years and was filmed down the road from where I was born and raised.

Incredible stuff, best shit I've seen on tv in years. Really beautiful, brutal, bloody. Highly recommended.

Link below, enjoy. Sxx

http://www.channel4.com/programmes/gypsy-blood/4od

Filth

Hello 2012.

How the fuck did we get here already? I remember scrawling THE END IS NIGH onto my wifebeater before heading out to celebrate 2010.. now the end is upon us according to Mayans and various maniacs and mystics. I'm not sure what I believe. Growing up in a Seventh Day Adventist Church which was obsessed with the Rapture and located next to 25Cromwell Street may have played a part in my pessimism. Or maybe I just really really want the world to end just so SOMETHING happens this decade. Either way.

New Years was a treat. I rented out a shitty cheap hotel next to a dual carriageway in Gloucester and spread a henry's worth of bags out on the white sheets for the boy to prepare whilst I sang and fell over in the shower pod with the door open. Thrills, Pills & Bellyaches blasting out of the surround sound speakers like a low budget early 90s music video. Fuck yeah! The windows overlooked a pile of rubble behind the hotel, dotted with cranes. I twisted a white towel around my hair and sat on the windowsill, shot one of 8 preprepared needles into my wet forearm where a web of veins have recently appeared. The God of Junk has been kind lately. The gear was the dark orange stuff our guy last had before Christmas. Before the benzo-laced bunk which made me lose my mind.
I was already half-drunk on home-made stout and the gear came on like a heavy dream. Blood on the bleached sheets and wet skin covered in multi-coloured streams from party-poppers. We fucked like teenagers to early TV Personalities and chainsmoked hash until I got paranoid the smoke alarm would go off and covered it with plastic bags and sellotape.

I can't remember the last time I had fun on gear. It isn't a fun drug. The last lot turned up in the post, forming the 'H' of 'HAPPY XMAS' on a customized greeting card sent from a partner in crime in London. That lot was shot up guiltily in my childhood bedroom whilst I backed up against the door in case my mother came in. My mother works in psychiatric care. I slunk downstairs and inteliigently debated the merits of electroshock therapy on persistant substance abusers whilst tugging down my shirtsleeves and trying desperately not to nod off.

I am full of dichotomies. There's no grey, just black and white in direct opposition. I keep waiting for the middle ground to make itself known but it never does. I'm trying to hold the flood of London chaos back so I can have space to think here, just one place where I can pretend to be a functional adult. NYE was a one-off. But these cracks and leaks are appearing all over and it's only a matter of time before the dam comes down and the London filth and junk come crashing over my life here. I have to go back to the Smoke, just so I can preserve one last place where I haven't yet burnt my bridges.

I'm sure there will be more soon, boredom is self-limiting.

S xx